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(Editor's Note: This poem was submitted to Focus On Jesus by a teen. This one may seem "dark" to the older generation, however, not just one, but many of our young people are depicted in these lines . . . Pray for our teens, that they focus on Jesus, and not on just being one of the gang, and on trying to be "liked" . . . )



WHY ME?

Vickie Touchton


I remember what you said, Mom.

You asked me not to go.

You were asleep, I left.

I'm so sorry, Mom.

 

I felt crazy, Mom

Just wanted to have fun.

Maybe too much fun.

I know I shouldn't have, Mom.

 

I did the wrong thing , Mom.

I know I should have listened.

Now it's hitting me.

I took one too many drinks, Mom.

 

I feel bad, Mom.

So I'm going home to you.

I just had a couple drinks.

I'm not drunk, Mom.

 

I got into my car, Mom.

Driving along, not speeding.

I drove off the road.

Hitting a tree, Mom.

 

I lie here on the pavement, Mom.

I hear the policeman say.

"I was drunk".

Now I'm paying, Mom.

 

I'm lying here dying, Mom.

Wishing you would get here soon.

I made this happen to myself.

I burst like a bubble, Mom.

 

Blood is all around me, Mom.

It's mostly mine.

I heard the policeman say,

In a short time I'd be dead, Mom.

 

I just wanted to tell you, Mom.

I swear I didn't mean to.

It was the others,

They told me to do it, Mom.

 

I didn't know what I was doing, Mom.

I was just having fun.

The difference is,

I'm drunk and I'll die, Mom.

 

I guess what I hit is still there, Mom.

While all I can do,

Is be a reminder of what happens,

When you drink and drive, Mom.

 

Tell Granny not to cry, Mom.

Tell Daddy and Pa to be brave.

When I get to heaven, Mom

Write "Momma's and Granny's Girl" on my grave.

 

I guess this is the end, Mom.

I wish I could look you in the eyes one last time,

To say these final words,

I LOVE YOU and GOOD-BY, Mom.